"My favorite adventure is life" — Akash V. Sharma

DISCLAIMER: This article is not intended to hurt anyone’s feelings. This has been posted here to share my own views about what occurred in my life. Here are some unrealistic ideologies that don’t intend to misguide anyone but to convey a lesson that can enrich someone’s life if seen with a positive perspective. Read it at your own risk.

I am not a great writer and I really don’t know what impels me to write & where the ideas come from. But all I share is what I feel in my deepest thoughts because I believe that my strongest emotions are my best friend and so is everyone’s. This is not just an article or post but I would proclaim it to be a life changing treatise for you if you ever desired something big in your life and willing to be it. So i request you to go headlong and read it patiently because it made a change in my life and would bring a renewal to your life as well.

It happened today and my world went upside down. I decided to share it with every one because I know sooner or later everyone of us has to face it. I am a guy who is living my life with extreme enthusiasm, passion. I cut pogo jokes, I laugh at peak of my lungs. I don’t even care about what other might think of my being this way. I am totally lost in utopia. I believe myself to be worthy enough to have my dream fulfilled and the reason behind this is just one that some great personality told me once that the one who realizes what he wants to do and what he wants to be receives supernatural powers from the Almighty and becomes exceptional like any other man of vision in the historical time. I am very happy and living my life in such an adventurous way I ever imagined. I believe that life is a series of moments and to live each one is to succeed. I feel so happy just by thinking that one day my dream will certainly come true, come what may.

But in doing all this many times I did some blunders that I must not hide from you and those had to be not done. I never knew that those mistakes will become my wildest blunder. Every next person is doing that being absolutely ignorant unfortunately. To describe all those things I would like to share a nightmare-cum-beautiful dream. It is an awkward dream and unorganized one like any other person’s dream. I have tried to put it as it was experienced and this is explained as follows.

The dream explained:

It’s a Shiny day. I have to go somewhere for weekend celebration with my chum so we are waiting at bus stop. It’s really a great day that we are honestly enjoying. He always thrives with me like a workaholic would do in a long-time-after party. Someone said absolutely right that friendship is a single soul living in two bodies that’s what I feel with him. I look at myself as if I possess super human power like Spiderman or any other man of heroism to do anything by going beyond my fear and to others’ amazement. We were enjoying each other’s company. In the mean while a green colored bus arrived. we boarded the bus without any delay. It seemed full of passengers (all males). For settling down I got a seat near the backside door by the side of window and he rested on the stairs down to the exit, near my seat. Two guys by his side seemed to be enjoying each other’s company too. I was just noticing a kind of awkwardness in their behavior i.e. one of those two was deliberately being obsessed to the another’s body as if they are in love. Suddenly I noticed that a stealthily made cheek kiss took place between them whereas my friend was absolutely ignorant of all this happening around. On a stop an old lady in a dirty white sari covering an infant child in her lap boarded the bus and came to sit opposite to me. Their faces were covered in such manner that I hardly could see their eyes. All off a sudden the guy kissed my friend’s cheek which astounded him and made him shift forward in the bus. My friend too who was now noticing the nonsense happening around was feeling restless at his place. I really could not figure out how suddenly it happened that those two guys started getting physical with each other. And the lady revealed her face into the appearance of ghost being. All the passengers in the bus doing same as those two guys initiated in a manner which I will call nothing less than lusty.

I left my place that very instant and we both set upon near the driver of bus to get down at our stop which was few stops farther. The bus driver slowed down the bus over the breakers and I noticed my friend was out of bus and yelling on me to do the same. We escaped this fortunately but didn’t know where we were now. Seeing people around I observed we are in a lust city. And there is no way out except accepting to be like them. I was furiously thinking “This can’t be an end to my chastity and virtuousness”. Those citizens strode towards us. There was no hope to survive without being alike sex player, when there was no way out, we chose to run. We ran furiously and saw that a truck suddenly stopped to give us a lift. I could not even see the driver to ask for a lift. I don’t know what made the truck driver pick up us. Without thinking much we climbed it from the backside. And all those wild citizens chased us and horrified us to pull down anyhow. The faster truck ran wilder they did. And sight of the city looked severely vulgar as a strip show likes of which one can never imagine.The escape was about to reach its brink. They were about to catch us in next few attempts and the truck was about to jump off the road into a deep see as there was an edge which was inescapable.

Now what???Do or Die situation was there in my life. Either we choose to die or we choose to be dead alive. Finally it happened and the truck jumped into the deep see along with us and we abandoned the truck into the air which was a choice of no compromise. We escaped the citizens but what is next? There seemed no way out except a death fall. Our life had come to an end because we didn’t compromise our righteousness.An idea crossed my mind and i asked God to actualize my Super Human powers right now in real life like in my dreams God always gave me to help me fly playfully and gracefully. Amazingly it happened in the last second of death fall we both skyrocketed up in the air and the flight we made was so graceful like i never made in my dreams even. We were so thankful for this escape. I thanked God for this great escape and thought that it is over.It should be but it’s not over yet.My friend went his way and I went mine while landing in a field next to my home in the early morning. I made it to the main gate of my home where my dad was standing absolutely ignorant to my arrival. I was so glad and eager to tell my mom about my escape. I saw my mom talking to my sister on phone and conveying “ Akash is sleeping in his room.”I said “ WHAAAAAAT?” I was shocked. How is this possible.I said, “PAPA… PAPA…” but he kept enjoying his morning cigar. I asked him loudly “Why are you ignoring me”. I shook him to get his attention but he did not budge an inch. Then I urged my mom to speak to me but both of them remained ignorant to my presence. What is this nonsense now happening in my life. O MY GOD! Is this death? And my mom will notice this when I will not wake up till it gets too late. All I experienced earlier was not real and now who is standing so confused is nothing but an abandoned soul of mine.An idea again crossed my mind that it must be a dream and I must try opening my eyes. I will wake up and things will be as usual as they have always been. I closed my eyes and opened but it did not happen. I again closed but no. What the hell is this? I again closed my eyes very tightly and quickly opened but the sight remained unchanged. I tried my best several times but I found myself incapable of breaking my sleep despite my consistent efforts. I regretted about why my mom was not awakening me before it gets too late. I was filled with remorse. I tried to talk to my mom but she did not bother to listen. I screamed wildly but no one except me was to hear it. How can all my desires be put to such an unwelcomed and abrupt end. I asked myself “Why haven’t those apostles of Yamraj arrived to receive me and present me before the Supreme power if this is death”. Someone once told me that the soul of people who die with a dream unfulfilled goes neither to hell nor to Heaven but strays here only as vacuum. The pain i felt was as if a mother would suffer after seeing her only child dyeing. I questioned God “Why have you done this to me, i did not plan to die right now. There is a lot I promised you that I will do”. In response there started a flashback of the things I did wrong i.e. I loved self conceit and criticism, I wasted my time deliberately. I always wanted to wake up early and exercise which I being dishonest to myself dint do. I spoiled my days while expecting a successful future. I missed the value that everyday had to serve me. I procrastinated on the tasks I wished one day I will start. I shouted on my parents who were making their living just for my sake. I did unwelcomed flirt. I broke the promises made with myself. I jabbered about my so called faith in almighty while knowing inside that I bluff. I forgot the responsibilities i carried as human being. All I had was a pleasing personality to gain attention, my old achievements to justify my passion, a friend circle to satisfy my ego and a so called vision to impress people all around.This is death! I am sure now. My dream remained unfulfilled and my tasks remained undone, I lived a life of going to do and I died without anything done. It felt like someone ripped my heart off my body and I dint die. There was no way out and all I had was an endless pain. I was helpless to do anything for salvation.When there is no way, one is still there i.e. God’s way. I chose to confess: “I am sorry God. I was wasting my time in wanton things, in those things which are meant to be ill. Still I gave them my heart. This condition would be worse than death. Forgive me please. At least summon me. I want to make a vow that I will live my life in an earnest manner for the cause you have provided me. I vow that I would surrender my time to the things you suppose me to do. I am a bullshit fool to make my life unworthy. Do give me one more chance to live it again in the best manner I promised myself. I will keep my promise and make my life worthwhile.” Then I fell on my knees in front of my home, looked up into the sky and closed my eyes once more with a belief that I owe my life to God and I will agree to God’s decision.

1. God Summons me and ends this life.
2. I remain only here for a never ending punishment.
3. The sight changes and I wake up.

And it happened to my amazement that I opened my eyes very gracefully lying on my bed.Oh God! You are really GRRREATT!!! My eyes got filled with tears to receive this life. Thank you God!! I went to my parents crying, hugged them tight and said sorry for what remained undone because of me, sorry for the love they deserve in return and remains due. Sorry for not giving my best in return of their best.I heard of some people who died asleep. I know that I died today and have been gifted a new life. I was asked “If I were to live this life again what difference would i make”. This is a question which every person would face only after death. I would always remember the lessons God intended to teach me before this rebirth.Here it is:1.The people you see around might be communized & lusty for unreasonable things like money, power, revenge which makes their inner self ghostlike/ horrible/ungodly. Don’t you worry if same is the case with you and you meet people with same symptoms. When You choose to be honest, God is always there to rescue your life. And believe me!! he comes down to help you and provides you his super natural powers to make your flight graceful. Either you choose to be honest or you kill yourself at the moment you choose not to be.2.Your most loved friend even would go his way to make his living. True friendship lies in liberalizing your friend. No one except God will make it to the end and off course there are people who play a role in your life to help you get where you are meant to be.3.Do before you die. One day you will wake up and there will be no more time to do the things you always wanted to do ~Paulo Coelho. The successful end of life is not dream but action. It’s now or never. Now was the time when I had a flash back of the things I should not have done. It may be your turn now. Please listen to what God is consistently trying to tell you before a tragedy make you understand. And Do it.4 Why people die? Nobody in this world has been sent without a purpose whether be it small but an important one. The world is his creature where everything and everyone is connected and are supposed to serve a purpose. And the purpose is what makes us alive in the purest of our thoughts, in the deepest of our emotions. That someday we choose to live for. That Takes us higher and serves a genuine deal to Almighty and humanity. But all we do is profanity. Either we stop it or God does. 5. Live big not long. A lot of us waste our whole life in calculating years and days in our life. We sacrifice on the gift of living. We become so much deaf to God’s sharing that we grow as the greatest liar to our sins and perfect judge to other’s mistakes. So much manipulation transforms our life into death while we appear alive to this world. There is no set rule of living a life but one is there to make it large: LIVE IT HONESTLY. The greatest of all diplomacy is honesty.